I've noticed...

...that i hafnt rlly been in touch with my spiritual side lately, it's almost like, "no time, gotta think about something else". i suddenly begin to wonder if im loosing touch with myself, as if, i dun wanna kno wat ive become...but it tires me to think that i must face another dilema, maybe, i just dont wanna b sad ne more...
*smiles* but im not sad...im happy, i just..hafnt had time to delevop my creative side, and express myself. but i guess other things come first....lol i see a busy future ahead...

..heh jade, looks like we wont haf ne time to prepare for PIG, or ne thing relating to wat we thought, the things we noticed..and yet dont see ne more...that anxious feeling of *something* that we just cant scratch at...forgotten..? or never existed? i think i kno ud say "never existed' idunno, i guess for me ill just go wid the flow..but *grins* those times were fun jade...promise they'll happen again, or..u dun hafta, but i hope they do :D

~HoSHi